Sunday, February 21, 2010

Another Relapse

My lil Adam D is having another relapse i think.. it's been quite some time since he began to walk and we are still thinking whether to continue treatment at HUKM or not.

Frankly speaking, HUKM is not to be blamed on his foot relapsing. after the tenotomy and follow ups treatment, Adam started to wear FAB and we succesfully made him wear it until he started to walk and he refused to wear the FAB by throwing so much of tantrums which finally the FAB torn because of him and became useless at all.

and since then, he never wear any FAB and we also stop from going for follow up treatment at HUKM. i must say that i am not strong as Ina mentally and.. financially. buying another shoes surely costs us pretty much plus travelling to/fro for his treatment and we are currently in a situation where we need to save money due to some reason. and of course it hurts to see him walking in such way.

we had reached to the extend where we had gave up hopes and can just watch him walk in such condition. he can walk, he can run (quite fast u can't imagine) but of course his feet (especially the left feet) obviously we can see it turned inwards whenever he stepped. i do not know when is the right time to start his treatment again and i just don't know what to do anymore.

* i'm a bit emotional when writing this posting now.

2 comments:

Ina said...

{{{hugs}}}
i can understand that honeyD.
is there anything that we can help u?
btw, u want us to teach u on how to do streching?
Dr Amnuay had pools of patient who cant afford to buy FAB but they did physio & streching every day..call me dear!!

Honey D said...

actually i will have an appointment at one physiotheraphy centre tomorrow. got the info from my colleague and we gotta try it!

i would say that we won't buy another FAB coz i don't think he will co-operate and we also not getting enough co-operation from the childcare. might as well i spend the money for the physio.

should've thinking positively! :)